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it's finally time [30 Mar 2005|12:46am]
[ mood | talking to tyler. :] ]
[ music | bob ]

moving on.
[info]e_l_l_i_p_s_i_s

edit: i started adding people...
if i havent added you yet don't freak out, i'll get to it in a few days. if you still aren't added then, comment and you will be!!
thanx... i just felt like it was time for a change. after all the good times with my beloved[info]taag_team....

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procrastinating LJ entry v.4billion [28 Mar 2005|08:01pm]
[ mood | aaahhahahahahaha ]
[ music | I CAN TELL YOU WANNA FUCK- 504 boys ]

laura: want to hear a funny story about the cleaning lady today?
me: UM, YES!
laura: well, i heard her knock on the door today and say (in highpitched voice) "housekeeping!". i was just sitting here and thought "fuck it", and didnt answer... so she came in anyways and went to the bathroom, and was in there for like HALF AN HOUR! then, she just LEFT! she flushed the toilet twice, and just LEFT, she didnt even clean our bathroom! it was a SHIT AND RUN!
me: hysterical laughter

seriously though, isnt that the BEST.THING.EVER?!?!?!

hhheheeheh.

edit:
can we just talk about how afraid i am of my computer for a second?
yeah, its been crashing unexplainably and i KNOW its going to do it in the middle of me writing this paper. guess who'll be hitting the "save" key every couple of words....

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[27 Mar 2005|02:59am]
i realized today that i am absolutely fucking nothing.
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stupid fucking eyes [26 Mar 2005|12:53pm]
[ mood | i need lindsey mansis ]
[ music | ben kweller on the foofoo mix ]

can i please please please stay?

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[23 Mar 2005|07:20am]
[ mood | terrible ]
[ music | dad clinkin forkzzz ]

it was supposed to be so ea-sy

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[22 Mar 2005|02:14pm]
[ mood | waiting for jordee to wake up ]
[ music | old school special features etc etc ]

some things i guess i'll never know.
my brain is still dysfunctional.
im alone.
what can i say?
when will i find out all of "the answers"?
floundering- perpetual stagnation, as ever.
ewwww, come on! recycled
im so sad today but i have no reason why.
i just dont know what to do with myself.
obviously.
<3

of course i'll be allright, i just had a bad night.

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lets ride [20 Mar 2005|11:57am]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | crouching tiger, hidden dragon ]

no seriously though,
why is my life the best thing ever?

crashes down in an instant though.
roller coaster, duh.

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no sex no drugs no wine no women no fun no sin no you no wonder its dark [20 Mar 2005|07:47am]
[ mood | SO HAPPY! ]
[ music | fucking, MY OUTDOORS ]

i have the best friends, and the best parents...
that anybody could ever hope for.


fuck, im like still totally dysfunctional.

ITS GOOD TO BE HOME!!! VIVA!!!

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early morning musings [18 Mar 2005|06:23am]
[ mood | ice water ]
[ music | 3 little birds...no, really, 3 little birds. ]

bear in underwear makes me realize just how much i miss amelio
and nada surf.

also, im completely in love with lou reed, and would love to be him. the more i learn about all of that, the deeper my fascination becomes...
the factory was insane, but there was soooo much more.
fuuuuuuuck. i dont know what im saying.

in other news: my stomach really hurts. k, now i really just want to go back to sleep and wake up tomorrow night.

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SHUT UP. GO THE FUCK AWAY [17 Mar 2005|05:14pm]
[ mood | UGH FUCK ]
[ music | dylan ]

HATE

i am so fucking frustrated. everyone and everything sucks right now. eat my ass, goddamnit.

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[15 Mar 2005|10:34pm]
[ mood | don't think twice its allright ]
[ music | the band-the weight ]

and sometimes when you're on, you're really fuckin on
and your friends they sing along, and they love you.
but the lows are so extreme, that the good seems fuckin cheap,
and it teases you for weeks in its absence.
but you'll fight it, you'll make it through
you'll fake it, if you have to


who wants to come with me to see the wildflowers in death valley?
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early morning update, sick! [15 Mar 2005|07:12am]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | silence. ]

i absolutely despise waking up early.
too bad im going to be up at the asscrack like, EVERY SINGLE DAY THIS SUMMER.
i need to start storing sleep now
aaaah is it saturday yet?
i love my parents.
laura looks absolutely adorable all snuggled like a green burrito with her face scrunched and pressed down on her pillow.
cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute.
TODAY IS GOING TO SUCK!

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what to do in an emergency situation: [14 Mar 2005|05:38pm]
[ mood | good samaritan ]
[ music | incubus followed by joni mitchell ]

i'll be home on saturday march 19th thru sunday march 27th, this year of our lord two thousand and five.

plan accordingly

i want to see EVERYONE
you've been forewarned.


in other news:
i gave blood today and trimmed my toenails.
a day well spent, if you ask me.
PLUS:
this week is going to be insane.

exhalations of relief: saturday.

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loose and fast [13 Mar 2005|02:54pm]
[ mood | irate ]
[ music | the frug ]

im so sick of dealing with little boys.

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let's get together, and feel allright [12 Mar 2005|02:35pm]
[ mood | <3 ]
[ music | bob marley - one love ]

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no shit, sherlock [12 Mar 2005|02:10am]
[ mood | shut up fuckers ]
[ music | UMMM CAKE!? ]

double you double you double you dot get the hell away from me dot com


WWW.GETTHEHELLAWAYFROMME.COM

[12 Mar 2005|02:04am]
[ mood | shut up gross head kaka faeces ]
[ music | bob marley- is this love? ]

fuck im just so goddamned frustrated
never will everything turn out the way i want it
its not even thw ay i want it.
fuc this stupid selfish shit ugh.
i dont even know. i had something i wanted to say but i cant remember now.
maybe just like.. SHIT i need to give up.
i need to stop carling.
caring, raher.
rather*
just shit.. what the hell one of the 1st friday nights ive spent here.
maybe THE first.
it was good
TONIGHT WAS SO GODDAMN GOOD. i met people, i felt i belonged. everyone was awesome.
but like. wtf?
why so upset.?
SO FUCKING STPID
i dont even know.
guh sjut hpu and go away. i dont eknow
i want my pizza. fhis shit!
ugh
i just need to be nakey with someone. STAT. and jump out my window.

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haha, ain't it the truth [11 Mar 2005|05:23pm]
[ mood | ive been staring at the screen ]
[ music | for like, fifteen fucking years ]

and i'm no exception

why did i ever think i was?

[10 Mar 2005|09:34am]
[ mood | the weather is glorious ]
[ music | rider mower ]

cant i just not do anything today?

no, no i have to fucking get up early to the sound of some ridermower dude goin buckwild outside my window... and go to class and be all "duhr" and then get my shitty ass philosophy paper back and be all "ha, wow, i suck, ian schnee, i give you full permission to ... have your way with me" whatever that means.
and then get dominated in judo. while feeling ugly.
followed by a cult meeting at some undisclosed location that i have to search out.
oh, the humanity!
its all too much.

hopefully tonight will have redeeming value.

im just SO fucking annoyed sometimes. no, not sometimes. right now. some people suck SUCK.

am i home yet
?

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you should read this. and add your own. [09 Mar 2005|11:24pm]
[ mood | what the motherfuck ]
[ music | laura singin hey ya ]

things i love )

things i dont love )

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